After trying to return to sleep for over a hour I decide to get up and check my work email. Of course the server is down so I move on to my RR reading for the day. Like in the past, the words are what I need to hear: "God has given us a way to not let the disappointments, hurts, betrayals, rejections of life destroy us. It is the art of letting go." Letting go of what is so dear to me as in my sons and there many addictions, hurts, lies, etc, etc,....
I am so weary of listening to those who tell me what I should do and what my heart and head tell me I need to do for my own "moving on".
There are many good well-meaning people who I know feel strongly about what they say but I have a voice also and I have the Spirit of God directing me in this one life I am given to live.
Yesterday my dearest husband and I were laughing about something very silly but it was soooooo good to laugh and be silly in spite of the pain in our lives right now. Thanks Lord for that moment and please give me more.
So now I arise to a new day and all that is in store for me. May I trust your prompting a in my soul today as I wait for the next encounter with Life.
El
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